Absolute Chaos

These past couple of weeks I have been through a lot of back and forth. With decisions in my mind. Thinking I was quitting one thing and then throwing myself back into it. Feeling unsure of myself and my thoughts. I feel like I put my mind through the wringer. Taking mental health days and getting upset stomachs due to stress. My body feeling like shit. Not sure what I am supposed to do with my hands!?!?!?